看过的书，其中很多不是09年读过的

09年看过的电影，大部分都是09年看过的

音乐，歌没少听

细雨斜风作小寒，淡烟疏柳媚晴滩，入淮清洛渐漫漫。

雪沫乳花浮午盏，蓼茸蒿笋试春盘，人间有味是清欢。

——苏轼《浣溪沙》

Ok, it is just a name. And it is a girl’s name. A girl who is Mr Darcy’s little sister.

I am not feeling quite well right now.

Maybe it is because Seasonal Affected Disorder, so to speak SAD.

It’s just I feel so normal these days. Everyday sitting in a cubical, and being the slave of the computer.

I am a geek and I love computer, but I need something else. OK, I need to go out somewhere and take photos!

Ding ding ding! The answer!

I am listening Pride and Prejudice OST to fight my SAD.

首先感谢和菜头同意将此文发表，原文在此，以下是我的译文:

Blue lotus never wane

All my confidence about the future comes from:

No one likes lies, people like real.No one likes hypocrisy, people like sincerity.No one likes fraud, people like good faith.No one likes the vile, people like the noble.No one likes to be timid, people like to be brave.No one wants to evade, people like to play. Even when all these good virtues are gone, people still secretly appreciate them deep down in their hearts.

People adore little babies’ clear and transparent eyes, and also wishing to have such eyes. People like to fall asleep holding lover’ hand, no one likes hiding a dagger under the pillow. People like clean sky, warm sunshine, clear drinking water and fresh air, no one would like to carry gas masks and test strips to live in this world. People smile when they feel relaxed, no one wants to live in fear, no one wants to live every day as it is a gift.People like equality as the timely shower nurturing the earth, no one likes being discriminated, exploited, excluded, manipulated, and sacrificed. Yes, I clearly see the desires for equality from all the misfortunes.

After all the words that had to say, all the things that had to do, even songs had to sing, there still exists reluctance, there is still irony in the whisper, there is still unreturned look.Yet there still exists another way of living and another kind of emotion lingers in the hugs of parents, on the lips of lovers, between shoulders of friends. Stubbornly do hugs and kisses persist, tenaciously do flowers bloom in spring, recalcitrantly do wheat stand side by side in silence like they are protesting something.

People plant flowers in the most humble balcony, decorate their floor even it is cheap, and always light a lamp although it is small and dilapidated, so I still have hope for the future, I do believe that the presence of the Blue Lotus in this world.

That flower blooms incandescently,and never wane.

原文—《蓝莲花，永不凋谢》

我对未来的所有信心来源于：

没有人喜欢谎言，人们喜欢真实。没有人喜欢虚伪，人们喜欢真诚。没有人喜欢欺诈，人们喜欢诚信。没有人喜欢卑劣，人们喜欢高尚。没有人喜欢怯懦，人们喜欢勇敢。没有人喜欢逃避，人们喜欢担当。甚至当这一切美德都不复存在的时候，人们依然在内心深处小声表示自己的欣赏。

人们喜欢小婴儿清澈透明的眼睛，也希望自己能有这样的一双眼睛。人们喜欢握住情人的手沉沉入睡，没有人会愿意永远在枕头下面放一把匕首。人们喜欢干 净的阳光、天空、饮水和空气，没有愿意带着防毒面具和检测试纸在这世界上生活。人们喜欢面露微笑表情轻松，没有人愿意生活在恐惧之中，没有人愿意每多过一 天都像是一种恩赐。人们喜欢平等如同甘霖一样普降大地，润泽万物，没有人喜欢被歧视、被压榨、被排挤、被盘算、被牺牲。是的，我在所有的不快乐中清晰地看 到了对它们的渴求。

在所有不得不说的话，不得不做的事，乃至不得不唱的歌之后，还有不情愿存在，还有反讽在耳语，还有别过头去根本不转过来的眼神。在父母的怀抱里，在 情人的口唇处，在朋友的肩膀上，还有另外一种生活另外一种情感留存。还是有拥抱和吻顽固地在坚持，还是有花朵在春天里顽强地开放，还是有麦子肩并肩顽抗一 样沉默地站立在土地里。

人们在最简陋的阳台上也要种上花，在最廉价的地板上也要铺上地胶，在最小最破败的房间里也要点上一盏灯，所以我对未来依然抱有希望，相信世间的确存在着蓝莲花。

那花一直在盛放，永不凋零。

从笑来老师的博客上看到的

有位生物系的学生对他女朋友痴迷鲜花非常不理解：“为什么一定要在过节的时候让我送你一簇植物的生殖器你才开心呢？”
今天在Twitter上看到一位程序员好奇竟然有人半夜闹钟起来收菜：

“那么费劲改动人家数据库里的一个值，有意思吗？”

每个人都各不相同，仅因为每个人在他自己的Timeline里获得积累的知识不同，进而他们对世界的理解也不相同，也因此生活在一个与他人的世界迥异的世界里。

我觉得最后一句话很有道理，别人老是说我typical“双鱼座”，每天活在自己的小城堡里面。这是批评。可是，就当我每次和人争执的时候，然后没有结果的时候，难道我们俩不是都活在自己的世界当中吗？这个时候，我想双方最好都应该向前迈一步吧，这样彼此的世界会大些。